mY LiL isLaNd

2007-11-03T22:24:00.000+09:00

I'm not the type of person who can pretend nothing has happened.. when i feel something, it's all on my face.. this sucks.

im not ready to make nice

2007-08-07T13:19:00.000+09:00

Not Ready To Make Nice

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell andI don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

2007-07-30T20:17:00.000+09:00

School is gonna start in exactly one week. Time to switch mode.. Focus.Focus.

2007-07-22T16:37:00.000+09:00

i think she did a great job singing this song.. it's really a lovely melody.

2007-07-15T00:20:00.000+09:00

hubby just left my house.. a while ago she popped up at my place and brought me her 爱心鸡蛋！this is what we call 没有爱情没关系，友情排第一！Yueyue came online too.. we talked and ate and laughed alot alot..

MinLinG is going to bed feeling loved by her friends.

2007-07-14T21:38:00.000+09:00

it feels so loserfied to shop alone in marina square on a busy saturday evening when everybody is at least with a friend or family. i called hubby and cried like a kid who was crying so hard that the only words which managed to escape into the air were "hubby-where-you". when i talked to yueyue yesterday i said he gave me alot of power to be aloof. i think it would be more accurate to say that he gave me alot of reasons to make me wish that i were more aloof than i already am. but then again, as alot of ppl say, the opposite of love is not hate, but rather indifference. so does this means im actually wishing to leave? many ppl had this envious look on their faces when i tell them about my overseas romance. ivan said if it works for me then itz great. and i guess in a way im feeding off these ppl's envious looks and encouraging words to last till now. yueyue.. itz not becoming any different.. im running out of time, ideas and patience. but somehow im just clinging on, and what i fear is, i dont even know what im clinging on and why im clinging on anymore. 苦しくて辛いだ。もうだめだと思うのに離れない。バカなんだ. i guess i shall just hide in my bed tonight.

2007-07-14T00:00:00.000+09:00

i found my dream phone

Samsung U600 from the ultra series..

its super slim.. i want one..

so sexy.. just like him..

2007-07-08T23:13:00.000+09:00

dammit i shoved a torn lense into my eye for the entire day and i didnt know until i took it out just now. shoot. no wonder it was hurting throughout the day. dammit. stupid contact lenses.

悪魔です。

2007-06-25T19:12:00.000+09:00

i love my purple eyes! Whee. Derek likes it too~ Teehee. Alot of ppl kept staring at me today -.- oh wells those poor souls must have been freaked out by my eyes. =P

あたしが悪魔だ？？そうかもしれない。

2007-06-19T22:07:00.000+09:00

i bought coloured contacts today~ hehe.. when choosing the colours Leiya warned me abt looking like a devil.. she said her sis bought a hazel brown pair (which i assume is a lighter shade of brown) and ended up looking like a 悪魔..... so after some careful thought i finally decided on baby aqua and amethyst violet! hahaaa. not quite the un-devil colours which im supposed to be getting.. but since the whole point of getting coloured lenses is to get a new look.. why not be bold and go for it! hee.. and 悪魔 doesnt neccessarily means ugly.. hee. 美しい悪魔になるかもしれない~ like those who lure guys and suck their souls.. *gets carried away by her tv-plot imagination* hee. Anyways, cant wait to get it~ うれしい！お楽しみ！

2007-06-17T19:44:00.000+09:00

ugh i officially declare that running is the slowest way to slim down!!! hahaa. im so sick of running..

im addicted to this~

2007-06-14T15:04:00.000+09:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nI7xBjWkTPI

お勧め！

Getting bored.

2007-06-11T18:10:00.000+09:00

hmm im so tempted to try something new.. to get the thrill and excitment of doing something completely fresh and new.. and who knows, it might lead to something better! But sometimes choosing to step out of our comfort zones to take on new challenges puts us in a vulnerable position.. and i guess once i've stepped out of this, i probably cant retreat back into it again.. *ponders* So will it be worth it?

MinLinG needs to learn to be contented with what she has.

In Perth!

2007-06-11T16:09:00.001+09:00

Took this in Kings Park in the morning.. very nice weather.

The redmeat there's very good~ hahaa yummy.

The entire gang minus my uncle, who was taking this picture

Gap in Albany. Drove five hrs to get there from Perth. Itz actually very dangerous there.. cuz there's no railing or anything to prevent you from falling in.. =X

Hahaa.. drove five hrs to get to Gap and we saw this.. what if we had a dog in the car..

Elephant Cove.

Some random winery..

Hahaa.. Wyolie.. i've never heard of this animal before.

My cousin Edward~ hahaa i koped his ice cream after this.. =P im so spoilt.

UWA! Nadia studies here..

My other cousin Elaine~ We went shopping!

Fremantle harbour.

2007-06-09T18:46:00.001+09:00

im back~ still feeling a lil tired from all the travelling though.. guess i'll blog later

2007-06-02T12:57:00.000+09:00

Hee. im in Perth rite now.. so far itz been pretty relaxing la.. went for strolls in king's park and some lake which i forgot what's itz name.. the weather is quite cold here noe.. altho it gets better when i stand in the sun la.. hahaa sol air temperature... it feels as if there's air con indoors when actually the heater is on! -.-" oh oh and the sun sets at 5pm!! haha by 7pm itz pitch dark! okie im quite amused. my aunt has 2 dogs and they're damn cute~ hahaa cuddle cuddle. =P i want one lor..

2007-05-30T14:18:00.000+09:00

MinLinG wishes for it to rain money.. hahaa.. i still haven shopped enough =P

im leaving for aussie in like ten hrs... and i havent packed yet.. hahaa im lazy. i sure hope the weather is good over there.. cooling enuf but not so cold dat i need to wear thick clothes.. and most importantly, it'd better not be dry!! i dun want my skin to crack and wat not..

Went down to vivo just now to take one last look at the exhibition.. hahaa itz good to go in the morning cuz there's like very few ppl so itz easier to concentrate on reading the panels.. took pictures of the exhibits again cuz the pictures i took before din turn out very well.. hahaa as i was looking at all the seniors works i wondered to myself.. when will i do better than this?

haha kk i better go pack le..

Random.

2007-05-28T01:00:00.000+09:00

Saw this at ID exhibition.. thought it looked really cute.. hahaha can fight wif my cha shao bao character and probably win..

Went shopping with Bim aft manning the exhibition in the morning.. hahaa shop-xercise! Couldnt find any pretty and walkable heels.. my white pair with blue flowers is spoilt so now im looking for an equal substitute.. and i cant find.. =(
Bimbo-ness!! hahaa.

Today's my last day seeing my work at the exhibition.. sigh im feeling a tad sad. Itz such an experience to have my work on display.. haha infront of forever 21 somemore.. im quite shocked at the number of people who actually saw my panel even tho i din tell them abt the exhibition.. recieved smses from ex colleagues, frens etc asking about it.. =) im flying off to aussie soon! won't be back till next next week.. dun miss me yeah! hee. And bim, tian, hubby, shuying, jianxue and brady~ Thank you fellas for coming down just to see my work! Love you guys loads.

2007-05-24T23:13:00.000+09:00

Today's the opening ceremony for our exhibition at Vivo City.. yay.

And my panel doesnt look like cartoon. *Sore*

2007-05-19T23:22:00.000+09:00

My mummy is gonna take out her precious sewing machine for me to play tml~

hehe.. and this is wat im aiming for..

Looks simple rite.. hahaa i hope itz gonna be as simple as it looks.. =P one day i hope to produce something like this

This is from the kate moss collection at Topshop.. quite pretty rite~ i like the ruffled uneven part at the bottom of the skirt

Was waiting for tian at orchard mrt a few days ago and i was so bored that i started scrutinizing ppl.. and during the 15 to 20 min i came up with watz sexy/watz not and wat to flaunt/wat not to flaunt.. hahaa. Presenting....... MinLinG's list of Oohs and Oops!

The Oops..

Baring midriff is so not sexy unless you have got those nice muscles which a super atheletic girl will have. Yupps, flat is not good enough.. if itz not toned itz not sexy.. and good lord if itz sunken in and you can actually play guitar with your ribs in the bathroom.. baring the midriff is -.-
Bottoms which hang so dangerously low are so off. Butt cracks are not sexy.. -.- i think even guys would agree on this..
Tights look terrible when they end right in between the knees and the ankles..
Woolen/knitted clothes dun really suit chubby ppl.. they just make em look even more bulky...
Guys may disagree all they want but peekaboo boobs are not sexy.. especially if they're like huge and half of each side is peeking out of the sphag top.. not cool.. slight cleavage is tantalizing thought.. so how much is too much.. hmm i guess if more than 30% of each side is greeting the world den itz abit pornish..

The Oohs..

Shoulders are damn sexy.. hahah.. so does the collar bone.. flaunt!
Long neck is sexy.. not saying that a girl who looks like a giraffe is hot but yeah.. you get the picture..
Perky covered.. i stress again.. fully covered butts are cute.. hahaha.. think mini flare skirt.
Legs are sexy.. long lean legs.. i prefer fair legs over tanned ones..
Pretty eyes are great.. eyeliner, eyeshadow, mascara.. use em!! Use tastefully though.. peking wayang is the last thing you need..
Glossy juicy lips are sexy.. not good for kissing though.. so i guess boyfriends dun like it very much..

2007-05-15T14:33:00.000+09:00

i have just been told that i need to squeeze 6 A1 panels into 3 quarter of an A1 panel in two days... *sweat* how to do... hahaa i wish i can turn into some genius designer who can finish this within a snap of the fingers..

MinLinG is stressed.

2007-05-11T23:23:00.000+09:00

MinLinG's toes hurt.. i think they're bruised.. im telling you when the day that i find a perfect beautiful pair of high high heels that doesn't hurt my feet comes.. i will celebrate the day and love the pair of heels with my life!

i think the holiday blues has officially kicked in.. im feeling more sian than ever.. i know complaining about getting too much free time is like complaining about getting too much money (kiam pa.) But seriously.. it sucks to not have anything to do.. hmm maybe i should rephrase.. nothing exciting to do.. hahaa.. i want derek to come back quickly.. *wishes super hard* i think im missing him more than ever now that i've got so much free time..

haha im my daddy's fitness trainer!! Actually im more like a fitness manager.. now im supposed to motivate and accompany him to go exercise everyday! hahaha.. im not complaining tho since i need to loose some weight too.. getting flabby hahaa..

2007-05-09T22:19:00.000+09:00

Sunday was sun and lotsa fun day at sentosa again! i'll post pictures when i get em from leiya and sky..

Anyway, i woke up sick on monday.. -.-" haiyo im so weak. haha first week of holiday i fell sick.. apparently sun+fun+ice cream+wind-water=fever.. haha.. i know.. im lousy at taking care of myself.. but seriously lor.. two days of fever is abit excessive even if i didnt take care of myself properly.. uber lin dai yu -.-"

Hee. recieved super good news on monday~ i'll keep it a secret for the time being.. =)

2007-05-06T03:16:00.000+09:00

i cant fall asleep. i hate this feeling.
i suddenly remembered why i chose aki, why i took so many tuition, why im so eager to look for a job; so that i can be so busy that i won't have time to think about things that i dun wanna worry about...

Shucks.

i guess this is what PohLianG they all meant by being emo.. (my bro's been using "emo" alot of times lately.. i still dun really noe what it means.. moody im guessing.) Ugh. nvm i shall try to go back and sleep aft this.

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i dug up all my old cds to listen.. this time, i fell in love with gackt again~ the lyrics are all so beautiful, he's such a romantic person.. i do miss the rocker in him though =P

君に逢いたくて
Lyrics: C.Gackt
Music: C.Gackt

君に逢いたくて　　誰よりも逢いたくて
もう一度この手をつないでほしい

この部屋にまだ置き忘れた　　
君の面影をさがしているよ
目を閉じれば
今も君が　　そばにいるような気がして
いつかはあたりまえのように別れがくること　　
わかっていたのに

君に逢いたくて　　誰よりも逢いたくて
忘れることなんて　　出来やしないから
君が見えなくて　　何度も傷つけたけれど
もう一度この手をつないでほしい

出逢った瞬間に恋に落ちて　　
思わずに君を抱きしめていた
そんな僕に笑いながら　　
「馬鹿ね」と軽くキスをして…
誰もが出逢いと別れの中で確かな愛に　
気づいていく

君に逢いたくて　　誰よりも逢いたくて
初めて君に逢った　　星空の下で
君に伝えたい　　届かない想いでも
僕の心はまだ君をさがしている

いつかはあたりまえのように別れがくること　　
わかっていたのに

君に逢いたくて　　誰よりも逢いたくて
忘れることなんて　　出来やしないから
君のためなら　　そう君のためなら
もう一度この手をつないでほしい
いつもつないだ手は温かかった

I want to see you,more than anyone else
once more, I'd like you to take my hand in yours

I still look for the phantom you left behind in this room
when I close my eyes, it still feels like you're right here with me.
even though I knew it was only a matter of time
until the day we'd part ways would come.

I want to see you
more than anyone else
because it's impossible to forget you
unable to see you, I hurt you so many times but
once more, I'd like you to take my hand in yours

I fell in love the moment we met
and before I knew it, I was holding you
you laughed at me, kissing me lightly with an "oh, silly"
anyone will realize true love, through meeting someone and breaking up

I want to see you,more than anyone else
under that starry sky where we first met
You need to know, even if my feelings don't reach you
my heart still searches for you.
even though I knew it was only a matter of time
until the day we'd part ways would come.
I want to see you more than anyone else
because it's impossible to forget you

for you, yes, for you...
once more, I'd like you to take my hand in yours
the hand I'd always held, was warm.

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

Ah. the translation somehow makes it lose quite abit of itz meaning.. even tho grammatically there isnt any big mistakes.. Anw, yueyue.. きれいでしょう？i was telling sky the other day that i miss learning jap.. haha even tho i always sleep through jap lessons at MOElc and always blank out during shioya sensei's lessons.. sometimes studying an examinable subject really does spoil interest..

2007-05-05T00:35:00.000+09:00

MinLinG wants to watch spiderman.. somebody date me can.

There's so many good movies coming up this holiday...

Harry Potter and Fantastic Four are coming soon too!!

And finally.... Pirates of the Caribbean!! Wah i cant tell you how pissed i was with the 2nd movie ending off so suddenly.. But itz here!! hEe.

Derek mun you better come back quickly -.-" you're missing all the movie trips.

2007-04-28T16:36:00.000+09:00

Shuying and i went on a shopping frenzy yesterday! Gawd we shopped till our feet were sore.. =P hee. We kick start our journey with the delicious pasta at Shaw Centre (creative pasta's the name if im not wrong) Derek loves the pasta there cuz itz simply delicious~ After having the yummy pasta we went over to icon at bugis.. i must say that place is quite a bad location for shops to be at.. alot of shops seemed to have moved out from the previous time i was there.. i wonder why not much publicizing was done for the place.. at least draw in some crowd rite.. but anw~ i bot yet another pair of shoes! itz leather made from japan.. okay i've got shoe fetish i admit it.. the shop owner gave me like a 20% discount.. it think itz the first time i actually bargained successfully -.-" oh oh anw~ the shoes in dat shop were simply gorgeous!! Painful and painfully high heeled but all super darn pretty! But alot of em dun have my sizes.. the shop owner told me she doesnt bring in small sizes for many designs because most girls dun have feet dat small.. dotz.. my feet very puny meh! size 36 only mah. Qingling will love the shop man.. everything inside are like size 38 39 40.. im like a lil girl trying on mummy's big big shoes and wishing that i will grow up soon to fit into them lor..

Shuying bought this for me~ so so pretty rite!! Paris paris~

I found these cute kittie pendants.. gonna make em into earing~ hee.

We head on toward Vivo after our lil stopover at icon.. i tink vivo's the ideal place to shop if you're after brands.. i.e. Zara, Topshop, Warehouse, Forever 21, Mango, Pull and Bear etc.. the outlets there are beeeeeg lor..

i realised that JOOP has the cutest shopping bag ever~ haha.. so cute rite. 可愛い!

Alamak. MinLinG must stop shopping lah!

2007-04-26T16:15:00.000+09:00

And so i permed my hair..

it looks exploded..... now i miss my straight hair more than ever... -.-"

2007-04-18T23:39:00.000+09:00

MinLinG is grouchy lah. Had such a bad day. 830am i jumped out of my bed after barely getting 5 hrs of sleep because my dear dear neighbour is renovating and the sound of all the drills and hammers are just...... ugh. See. words failed me. They came over to fog my estate so when i when out to buy food there were roaches all over the void deck.. gross. and i brilliantly did not realise until i stepped on one fat juicy one and ruined my slippers. great. Seriously itz like a minefield im telling you. The exterminators, or "foggers" as i always called them, should come more often than once every few months lor.

I spent my entire afternoon painfully going through the lect notes of the stupid building module.. OmG as i have told chiobu before..... i've never seen such greek in my entire life! University is really making me feel stupid. I got so irritated trying to understand the notations and units. Let me share with you how our dear lecturer prepares his slides.. metre square---> m2, MICRO metre---> mm (omg.the last time i checked, this is supposed to be millimeter) zZzZzZzzz.

The last straw! The clothes that i ordered were out of stock! im so bummed man. i've been waiting and waiting and im tellin ya the wait was horrible. Gosh i wanted the tops so bad.. they were so pretty!

Look.. So pretty!! i want la.. was so looking forward to getting them somemore..

Sigh. When you cant get it, you cant get it i guess.. nvm. when the hols come i shall sew myself something similar..

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Alan gave me this on our last studio debrief! He said itz a token of appreciation for being the studio rep~ A sketchbook designed by the very Tadao Ando himself! haha.. the moment i touched this book i nearly wanted to bring my face near it and smell.. gosh.. erwin's words kinda have a lasting effect on people..

2007-04-11T01:15:00.000+09:00

im waiting for derek to come online so i did an IQ test..

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The Classic IQ Test
What's Your IQ?

Congratulations, minling!Your IQ score is 135

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
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haha cheap thrill leh me.

oh btw! i managed to grab some photos from sky! hehe..

This one is funny.. we got the guys to lie on the floor and pretended that we beat em all up! hahah Tink Zichao was supposed to be the only survivor and hence posing wif a victory sign.. but dunno wat happened to him... -.-" shy la shy.

Shopaholic me!

2007-04-10T22:41:00.000+09:00

Omg the shopping bug in me has been awakened!! hahah i started shopping even before my final P3 design is due! and i have been shopping till now! Tops, shorts, jeans, dresses, shoes, sunglasses, you name it, i bought it! of all things that i want to buy (and yes, i bought them) shoes have been my greatest weakness! i bought a grand total of four pairs!! goodness me. i tink guys who are reading dis might have fainted by now.. i spent so much money and now im regretting!! ugh i hate the aftermath of shopping.. hahah.. well if it can rain money, now would be a pretty good timing to start raining..

And here are my pretty shoes! i love em so much!

And here's my favourite!!

This pair of babes totally killed my feet today.. i cant believe i walked in these for the entire day today.. ouch... as disheng said.. 爱美不要命！Yupps. Most girls are~=P

i brought my camera to studio today.. and in the end i din even use it at all -.-" hahaha.. nvm i guess i'll just have to hunt richard, xuehui and sky down for all the photos..

Portfolio review was today.. convinced my dad to drive me down to studio with a car full of paper, cardboard and basswood.. wah. he complained throughout the ENTIRE drive to sch.. x.O the department took my models for exhibition!! WooHoo! haha.. BUT. i din take any pictures before they took it away.. Din noe that they were gonna anyways. Gawd. now how am i gonna compile a softcopy of my portfolio for Alan.. i tink my models made my design look better than itz supposed to be.. haha and i absolutely love my models!! Shud have taken pictures of them when i had a chance! so dumb -.-

i need to do something to my hair!! i have to and im gonna!

Twenty already!

2007-03-26T03:30:00.000+09:00

i noe i shud be working hard rite now.. but i must blog abt today cuz i dun wanna forget.. MinLinG is feeling so blessed rite now! So many people remembered my birthday today.. and you guys really made my day~ hee. Thank yOu!!

2007-02-16T12:59:00.000+09:00

yay i cant believe holiday's here already.. tho it is a really short one.. but im still happy fer cuz i'll get to sleep!! haha i have never valued sleep time this much in my entire life! it has been a very happening and quite a happy week~ First is the final submission on monday which i actually met, den on tues Qingling Leiya and me went shopping.. wed was a lil less happy since itz valentine's and we were stuck wif rushing aki construction presentation, and yesterday was the final crit! hehe life in aki is totally happening. =)

Wed was really quite a mini disaster for a few reasons:
1) we were rushing stoopid aki construction presentation.
2)I forgot i have tuition and din totally din go! omg. it was horrifying when i realised it.. so i called up his mum and apologised.. in the end.. she din even noe i din go! omg... *faintz* but aiyah. i was quite fustrated la.. rushed work rushed until i forgot abt tuition.. so horrible.. and den we din even finish the work we're supposed to do so we ended up meeting way earlier before aki construction tutorial on thurs -.-"
3) it's valentine's and im alone! hmpf. watz dis. i shud be out wif some hunk on a romantic dinner lor! hahaha.. no matter how much you tell yourself not to care abt it, it really kinda sucks to see people going off to date when you're alone.. sigh.

Thurs crit was fun! hahaha.. cuz i was one of the first few to present so i got it over and done wif pretty quick~ and and and! i din get blasted!! wahaha. so i guess i probably did better this time round~ =)

shenyueyue's back from japan! gonna meet up wif her and go gai gai!! so much to catch up on~

2007-02-12T22:14:00.000+09:00

today's submission!! and it's the first time which i actually finished before time!!! Muahaha. im super pleased wif myself~

Anywayz, i found a tortise at my front door on sunday! hahaha.. i was so surprised to see it among my flower pots.. it seemed like it was trying desperately to hide among the pots.. -.-" so much for having a shell of itz own huh. itz quite a big tortise noe.. itz abt the size of two hands placed together. My dad said a neighbour could have lost it so since i picked it up i had to go knock ard and find itz owner. In the end i saw this super funny "lost" notice abt the tortise. it goes like this: " Lost tortise during itz daily walk. Itz companion misses it dearly! please call ...." hahahaha gosh. wad daily walk?? and it turns out that the person who put up the notice stays on the 12 floor.. omg the tortise climbed two floor down to my place? or worse.. it rolled two floor down to my place!? But anyways~ i only kept it fer half a day.. dat poor totrtise must be super hurry and terrified from all these drama!

This lil bugger was terrified most of the time.. it actually hisses when ppl come near it.. i din even noe tortises hiss.. -.-"

First night at studio this sem.

2007-02-03T07:50:00.000+09:00

Reasons why i like to work in studio:
1. There's a proper drafting table.
2. There's a proper light box.
3. i will not fall asleep without finishing my work.
4. There's discovery channel.
5. There's a library of other ppl's works to draw ideas from.

Reasons why i dun like to work in studio:
1. Coffee has become my bestest friend.
2. i cannot fall asleep.
3. There's no air-con aft 10pm.
4. There's no hot water shower.
5. Itz eerie to go toilet in the middle of the nite.
6. i still stone as much.
7. i will eat supper.. and get fat.
8. My work is still not done.. despite not sleeping fer the entire night.

Ah wells.. i feel like sticking my hand out and wave myself a taxi to go home.

2007-01-27T21:25:00.000+09:00

Omg. you've gotta be kidding me.

2007-01-16T20:47:00.000+09:00

My room is in a mess again.

im not sleeping enough.
im not eating the right things and the right amt at the right time.
im not communicating well nor am i bothering to communicate with my family.

OmG. What am i doing to myself.

First post in 2007!

2007-01-02T21:17:00.000+09:00

Gawd. i need to go to sch tml... i dun waaaaant. *wHinEz* but thank god that the class is at noon.. water colour class. ugh. why cant it be sketching class.. i prefer working with black and white.. the more colourful, the more complicated, and the easier for things to go haywire.

i cant believe that holiday's over.. i think the older i get, the faster time flies. OmG. Then before i noe it i'll be seventy!! Choi. i dread turning 20.. and it's like 3 months away.. haha just dun really like my age to start with a digit 2.. Shenyueyue! now i feel like i wanna be forever 17! =P

cHioBu gave me this cd full of nice nice ongs fer christmas.. Ohmy dis guy's got darn good taste. i shall post out the lyrics of the album slowly..The artist is Emi Fujita~

More Than Ever Before

Lyrics:Marcia Aderwall
The dream started to fade away
And I had trouble to see all
The good things you gave me
The times that you saved me
From the emptiness that I used to feel

So please just hurry on home to me
Cause I got something to say now
I miss you each morning
I miss you each night and
In the evening, yes, and during the day

The things that i never expect to miss
The sound of your voice on the phone
The way that you smile when i walk in the room
The way you make this place a home

My heart tell sme i can't let go
I know that you are the only
One in a million
A treasure I found and
I will keep it till the end of my days

Just lead me into your life again
And i will make you a promise
To love you each morning
To love you each night and
In the evening, yes, and during the day

The things that i never expect to miss
The sound of your voice on the phone
The way that you smile when i walk in the room
The way you make this place a home

It's time to call it a day and I
Can hear your key in the door now
I run into your arms
You're back in my life and
I want you more than ever before

I run into your arms
You're back into my life and i love you more than ever before

New Year's Eve!

2006-12-31T19:08:00.000+09:00

Okay so itz the last day of 2006 so i think i shall post something here.. frankly this has not been a good year and im pretty sure hubby agrees wif me.. but yesh! new year's less than a few hours away so let's hope fer the best yupp!

MinLinG wants to perm her hair! =P NicE oR noT?

2006-12-30T19:30:00.000+09:00

time flies at such amazing speed when you're enjoying yourself.. though my new year's gonna be lonely, i've had my wonderful christmas and i noe i should be contented. but somehow, im still feeling a lil lonely.. MinLinG is a spoilt greedy lil girl.

Christmas at Bugis with Derek.

JianXue's Birthday!

HubBy and me~

LingZhi, Serene, me and Peilin!

My studiomates~

Merry Christmas.

2006-12-24T23:57:00.000+09:00

i have just recieved the biggest present fer christmas today. My doorbell rang this afternoon and when my brother yelled fer me i thought it must be some silly survey or something but when i answered the door i saw him. Gawd. Derek came back fer christmas. For me. Hee im such a spoilt girl. But i dun care cuz i got what i want this christmas~

MinLinG feels like the luckiest girl in the whole wide world today. Thank you so much.

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I just got back from genting yesterday~ it was not quite an enjoyable trip cuz it was raining nonstop the whole time while we were there so we had to stay indoors. -.-"

Starbucks!

We went bowling! hee..

Itz so misty over there.. the visibility kinda sucks..

i saw 3 Lotus! haha.. custom jam is not so bad after all..

2006-12-19T20:49:00.000+09:00

MinLinG hates rainy days. It made my trip to my previous office difficult today and it spoilt my day at sentosa yesterday.. *looks at PohLianG* all yOur fault lah! HmpF. Anywayz, im leaving fer malaysia tml!! Going genting too.. if it rains there, (which im pretty sure that itz gonna) den there'll be nuthing much to do there le.. i hope i make it back in time fer christmas..

MinLinG's Theory:
i think that when two people meet for the first time, if an attraction (no matter strong or weak) does not develop between them within a short period (say before they know each other well enough to be called good friends), den a romantic relationship can never happen. i guess this is what people meant when they say love requires chemistry. So it is not because people became friends that they can be lovers, but rather they want to be lovers that they became friends. That's why love starts with infatuation and through building a friendship, gets sharing, understanding and commitment and eventually a strong romantic relationship is established. this is probably why some friends will always be friends and nothing more than that, no matter how close they seem to be, they'll just be very close friends. Itz quite sad, but true.

2006-12-15T22:39:00.000+09:00

YoOhOo. i want to post something but dunno wad to write.. hahaha im such a terrible writer. Guess languages are just not my forte~ Oh oh! i forgot to write abt my trip to sentosa!! hehe.. went on sunday wif Leiya, Kat, Naiyan, Fabian and Rayson~ my studiomates were supposed to go too.. in the end the usual happened.. -.-" Sky you BIG BANGSEH! QingLing also! wah kaoz. *BiSh* lucky i noe leiya.. in the end we had lotsa sun and lotsa fun! hee. rhymes.

They flew kites!

Rayson's kite! he's pro lor.. hahaha the kite is this lil dot in the middle of the picture.. in the end the string broke and the kite got caught in the tree.. so sad lor..

hehe this is fabian's..

Water Frisbee!

This dog is so yandao! Aww.. i want one..

We had dinner at superdog..

And ben and jerry's fer dessert! Yummy~ =)

See~ Sun and lotsa fun!! hehe~ Thank you Leiya fer the pictures!

im going back to yong peng next week! good food! But my parents want to go genting.. which means im out fer the entire week or more.. so sian.. -.-' MinLinG dun want to go Genting! *plops on the floor and throws tantrum* sigh.

Went over to shuying's hall fer a slpover on wed! wah.. Ntu hall very big lor.. Sigh.. compared to those in Nus, her room is like a luxurious suite! if halls in Nus are liddat i dun mind staying lor.. Ntu is really quite far and inaccessible leh.. it took me like almost to hrs to get there and according to shuying, itz alot worse on sch days.. hmm so i guess if dun stay hall itz gonna be quite troublesome and annoying..

i miss shenyueyue alot.. sigh. Yueyue! i miss shopping with you! i miss kbox with you! hurry come back k! i miss you!

My 减肥计划 is not showing results! been exercising almost everyday fer two weeks and not getting any slimmer!! zZzZzZ.　嫌だ.　太すぎる!痩せたい!

2006-12-11T13:48:00.000+09:00

i am such a terrible person.. ever since i started school my tolerance and patience for people and things around me just plunged.. so im changing from the nice, everything-ok, understanding person into this horribly short tempered, impatient and easily annoyed brat. hmm maybe i opened a gate or something so everything just gushes out at one go.. i need anger management.

2006-12-07T16:00:00.000+09:00

im freaking out about next semester.. i dunno im just very worried about starting sch.. feels a tad like phobia of school.. wah i dun like changes lor.. changes are scary.. because you cant control changes and you dunno whether it'll be good or bad and therefore it is scary..

i always tell people that if they're in love with someone, that someone would be the first person on their mind when they wake up in the morning, and the last person on their mind when they sleep at night. and den if they feel loved in turn, the feeling cannot be described properly.. the closest description would probably be summed up in one phrase, 幸福的感觉. The warm, fuzzy, dizzy feeling which makes the heart pound faster, the head feel lighter and the legs turn weaker. The feeling which makes us feel like everything around us doesnt matter anymore. The feeling gives us strength, makes us believe, let us trust. Some say this feeling is false, it blinds us. But i believe that the feeling is pure, innocent, with no agenda at all. A fairy tale need not be all princes and princesses with castles and dragons and adventure. All a true fairy tale needs is two people in love and in their eyes and heart they only see each other and nothing else. i want a fairytale. i want the 幸福的感觉.

2006-12-03T22:02:00.000+09:00

So my holiday has started. ah. Dunno why there's something abt this holiday that doesnt seem very holiday-ish. maybe itz becayse i have this entire checklist of stuff to do.. not so free and easy slacking holiday.. haha im like a total 100% slacker. im gonna miss studio 4 noe. we're all gonna get distributed to different studios next sem. i hope i meet some nice people.

2006-12-01T18:24:00.000+09:00

new music! Hee. i think it sounds warm and nice.. from chobits ost.. chii.

my hols officially starts aft 3pm tml!! *ExciTed* im gonna do so many things during this dec.

Exercise and get shenyueyue's abs!
Get Monica syndrome: clean my room and organise everything properly~
Go on hot dates!
Catch up wif Shuying~
Shopping!!
Meet up wif Miss Tay and pri sch friends..
Hunt for nice vcds and slumber party!
Not too thrilled about this but catching up on sch work...
Go malaysia.

zZzZZZzzz one month is very short leh... i want a longer holiday...

MinLinG's Theory.

2006-11-29T23:02:00.000+09:00

Why guys should take initiative in doing things for their girl:

i know guys complain about their girlfriends not telling them what they want for christmas, anniversary, birthday etc.. and when girls are pissed they wished the girl would tell them what's wrong and what made her pissed and what he can do to make her feel better.. and den somehow when they do this the girl refuses to say anything, gets more pissed and in the end nobody's happy..

firstly, if they wanna complain abt what upset her.. she would have said it at the moment you ask what happened.. so unnecessary proding and digging for the upsetting event is not helping at all.. den if she actually said what's bothering her.. usually she's not asking for a solution from you.. she's just asking for support.. she would have specifically asked for ideas from you if she really needs to.. so just sympathize with her and dun ever try giving many many many solutions cuz if you think your girl is capable she would have tot of those already..

dun need to fret that you dun understand what's going on when she's upset.. the bottomline is she's upset. so just try to do sweet things to cheer her up lah. Very silly noe. The main point is not about finding out what upset her but rather about making her happy. so if guys actually channel the energy which they use in finding out what's wrong to trying to make the girl happy, it would be wonderful~

hahaha added bonus: she will think she's found a S.N.A.G

2006-11-29T15:45:00.000+09:00

i am disappointed in myself.. i knew what's wrong and im not doing anything about it.. it feels like im subconsciously sabotaging myself.. maybe that's what i wanted..

2006-11-23T22:50:00.000+09:00

MinLinG is lazy. *frowns* i dun feel like mugging anymore.. though i keep telling pple to mug hard and jiayou.. im such a hypocrite. i get turned off everytime i see the stupid pile of things which i have to digest and memorise.. da bian lah.

going to run tml.. hopefully i'll mug more when i feel less fat! hehe.

2006-11-21T22:44:00.000+09:00

i was reading the past few (okay.. maybe many..) posts and i realised i was in quite a horrible mood.. oOps.. hehe im feeling much much better le~ though there's still tonnes of work and not to mention the stupid final exams which honestly i havent really started preparing for.. but but MinLinG is feeling much better le! 元気です！Heehee. =)

i tink miscommunication probably accounts for 99.999999% of all arguments and fall outs.. so im determined to become a better communicator! and sigh. i wish im not as slow a person as i am.. i seriously cant sense that im pissing people off until they cant stand me any longer and start showing that they're pissed (usually glaring, screaming, ignoring..) and when that usually happens den i'll noe i pissed them off but i dunno what i did to upset them.. im hopeless. derek please dun say that itz what makes me cute.. if it is why i am cute den i dun wanna be cute.. there is alot of difference in a 3 yr old kid pissing ppl off and a 19 yr old pissing ppl off.. 3 yr old=cute and innocent= forgiven immediately.. 19 yr old= argh whatz wrong wif you.. -.-"

i got ulcer.. daMn you irritating lil hole. it hurting like hell. i cant eat food which i like.. =(

2006-11-18T03:15:00.000+09:00

MinLinG doesnt get it. No i dun understand what is going on. バカから誰か私に教えて.

she chopped my hair!

2006-11-14T22:25:00.000+09:00

Ugh. i am very irritated. i knew i shouldnt have gone ahead and cut when my hair dresser (aka. the one who usually cuts my hair) wasnt there. ugh. that stupid woman chopped my fringe off! now itz so bloody short and i cant do anything abt it! den she chopped my hair till now itz thin and itz short! im am so freaking pissed. ugh.

2006-11-13T00:39:00.000+09:00

敏泠有骨气。i have decided that will not go Hong Kong le. Worse comes to worse i'll stay and rot in Singapore during the holidays. HuBby and Yueyue thanks for spending your time listening to me cry k.. 敏泠想通了。明白了。i am not going to wait for something to happen anymore. i will get things done for myself. until i meet someone who i can depend on, i will do everything for myself and on my own. 敏泠坚强。不哭。

敏泠没有人要！

2006-11-10T01:05:00.000+09:00

shenyueyue is so funny~ you noe the song "accidentally in love".. Here's shenyueyue style..

Intentionally in Love-
goal: to be in love
approach: to flirt more
target:someone loaded or cute

-.-" OmG. hahaha this is why i love her. she never fails to put a smile on my face.

2006-11-08T23:57:00.000+09:00

i am very frustrated. The worst thing is, itz not just the work that driving me nuts. i tink shit always happens all at the same time. they must be synchronizing or something. sly scheming poOts. shoot i hate it when all my plans get thwarted. i hate it when i get ignored. man am i invisible or what. i hate it when nothing goes my way. i hate it when i cant do anything to fix things. i hate it when i cant do anything to save myself. i hate it when i cant psycho myself to feel better. btw i feel like shit now. i hate it when i noe the problem is not me and yet i cant put the blame on anybody nor anything because i wud have nothing to vent my anger on. i hate it when i have to question choices which i have made. i hate it when i think i made the wrong choices. i hate it when people tell me that i made the wrong choices. why cant i always be right. did i mention that i sprained my foot yesterday while walking on flat ground. i hate it when i have to save something but yet im doing it halfheartedly. i hate it when i have to encourage myself to believe. in what. in everything. sometimes i really dun understand why am i so stubborn. im too stubborn for my own good. why do i always try to believe that i can do things which deep down inside i know that they will not work out fine. why cant i just admit defeat and move on. im not a fighter. im just afraid of losing. why am i so timid. bloody timid minling.

2006-11-04T03:20:00.000+09:00

hehe... i watched death note today!! Itz super nice!! hee. ryuk was very cute.. who wud have tot.. haha.. and OmG L is super duper cute!! when he came out i was telling chiobu: oh no.. my L is not handsome.. -.-" but his actions were so darn cute that i told chiobu aft the movie: L is forgiven fer not being handsome! hehehe.. =P anw~ the movie has a sequel..　だからお楽しみに！hEe. Sorry sky.. you din tell me must jio you go watch so i watched wif my fren.. but this movie is worth watching alone!! *全力推荐*

2006-11-01T15:08:00.000+09:00

MinLinG could use a pat right about now. Just recieved sad news. Im feeling lonely..

2006-10-31T00:48:00.000+09:00

I dun believe this man.. blogger just ate up my post! Ugh. MinLinG is pissed. To think that I actually said im in better mood today..

Studio today was tiring.. and the fact that I din sleep the entire last nite made it so much more horrible.. but anwz at the end of it we all ened up wif more work -.-” oh wells.. what’s new right. Fighto. Haha.. as I said just now, im actually in quite good mood today.. hee so MinLinG is harmless today.. will not bite people.. and im not complaining abt it tho~ itz good to be happy~

My hair needs trimming.. and I wanna colour my hair too.. sigh I need money.. will it start raining money pleeeeease.. *Stares at the sky* =P oh speaking of money.. my tuition has officially finished.. which means my bank account figure is gonna start decreasing.. if only my figure would follow it.. -.-’ so now cannot anyhow stick out hand and wave le.. must call home and ask fer permission first.. haha..

Enough abt me~ HuBby is taking SATs soon!!! This weekend I believe.. everybody cheer fer huBby!!! HuBby jiAyOo!! Go kick Ass! Haha OmG.. go kick AAAs.. =P

Dunno whether bim reads my blog but anyways~ girl you jiayoo k! The archi journey is lyk a sin curve.. there’s ups and downs in every cycle (a.k.a week) you just happen to hit the sin270 degrees part today.. so believe me things will get better k! Anwz when you hit the bottom the only way to go is up right.. and if itz not the bottom.. just be glad that you haven’t hit it! So yuppz we’re all in this together k~ will be here fer you!

Hahaha… MinLinG is sleepy le.. im actually quite amazed by how long I can function without sleep.. tho not very efficient but still functioning.. haha OmG scully I find a lot of spelling mistakes in here the nxt time I come back to read this entry… hahahah kkk im gonna sleep le.. nitez people!

2006-10-26T23:30:00.000+09:00

MinLinG totally lost it today.. i kicked a chair so hard that i scared my studiomates.. and the best part is i dun even rmb doing it until Bim told me..

HuBby was freaked out by my near accident.. im sorry hubby.. i promise i will take care.

Bim i want to go hong kong.. please please.

i am so not motivated.

MinLinG doesnt want to care anymore. Cant hear cant see cant feel. Numb.

2006-10-24T01:16:00.000+09:00

OmG i almost got hit by a car today.. daMn scary. Blame it all on the lack of sleep and pressure (to a certain extent, self incurred pressure). i had to get diagonally across a cross road today, and normally we have to cross twice right.. (cross two traffic lights in the L-shaped manner) i dunno what happened to me, when the green man lit up, i 敢敢 crossed diagonally!! OmG. Luckily the car stopped in time.. i got the fright of my life when i realised what had happened.. -.-

Anwz on a lighter note~ im gonna go swimming wif shuying tml!! yAy~ Goodness me gawd knows when was the last time i swam! TeeHee im gonna burn away those flabs and gain some abs! =)

2006-10-20T14:57:00.000+09:00

Okay. So my tutor really hates me. It sucks. I tink im gonna flunk just because he hates me. Ailin says I shouldn’t put up with this crap. I agree. But this is Singapore, and this is NUS. There is only that much fairness involved. Should have just gone NTU. At least there’s tian, shuying and in the future, chiobu. And haha at least I can tell the Chinese lecturer to 撞给我看. *WiNkz*

Yesterday JianXue gave me ChioBu therapy~ Stood on top of marina square and breathed in hazy air den followed by swensens ice cream and CBR! Works wonders. HeE. You made my horrible day less horrid. Thanks k~ haha you die le, next time whatever happens your phone is gonna start ringing. Cannot low batt k!

My bim was supportive yesterday.. and I thought nobody cared. Thanks bim fer lending a hand and a shoulder and lots of tissue. Oh gawd. Scully the entire studio blames me fer the Monday deadline. zZzzZzz. Kaoz. I bet he wouldn’t have screamed if Michelle had asked somebody else instead of me. MinLinG shud just shardup and not say anything in the future. The brave lil soldier who speaks up always dies. And the hit rate fer MinLinG is always 100%.

Anw I thought I was DaMn brave yesterday. Darling you wud be so proud of me. I din cry and I din crumple. Well at least not when he was around. Nobody should be treated they way I was treated yesterday. And he din even let bim finish presenting her idea. Nobody should be treated this way. I knew adults were political pple but I din noe that they’re so unfeeling too. Hm. What am I talking abt.. politics is unfeeling. And oh gawd.im turning into an adult soon. Shit. Somebody should just invent some gun to shoot em all back to kids. I dunno la I just see no point in being nice to ppl anymore. Haha when I say that I shall exclude Hubby and gang.

Hubby said “if god brings you to it, he will bring you through it.” I shall believe.. I want to believe.. Please god give me the strength to believe. To believe in myself, to believe in people, to believe in the strength of love and to believe in hope. Please. Let me believe. MinLinG wants to believe.

2006-10-13T00:30:00.000+09:00

After being in uni fer a while, i have gradually realised how blessed i was and how lucky i am. i just happen to meet the right people and have the perfect group of bestest friends.. i have realised that there were many things which i took fer granted..

i used to think that friends (aka people ard) will be willing to lend a helping hand anytime anywhere.
i used to think that people will be super friendly, warm and enthu at all times.
i used to think that teachers will go the extra mile to help students.
i used to think that everybody is honest and reliable.
i used to think that MinLinG will work something out in the end.
i used to think that anyone can sense whether im depressed and would immediately come to my rescue.
i used to think that people trust me.
i used to think that my achievements were due to my hard work.
i used to think that i work hard.
i used to think that MinLinG is the center of the universe.

MinLinG has just stepped into the semi-real world fer 2 months. MinLinG does not have the capability to survive in the real world. But MinLinG knows she's lucky, cuz her bestest friends are still rite beside her.. MinLinG is lucky. MinLinG will buck up.

2006-10-08T16:08:00.000+09:00

MingLinG feels loved. Thank you everybody~

Thank you darling fer the phone call..
Thank you hubby fer the gym and the bubble tea and your break time..
Thank you yueyue fer the taggie..
Thank you ChioBu fer your healthy dosage of lame jokes..
Thank you Kenef fer being there..
Thank you Dennis fer the email..
Thank you sky fer letting me bug you throughout the entire crit..
Thank you Chuiting fer the mcnuggets..
Thank you pL fer accompanying me to ura..

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Everybody's i-miss-rj list is so long.. i was talking to hubby last nite abt all the used-to-bes and do-you-remembers.. OmG daMn i miss rj so much.. Was telling hubby how i wouldnt want to blog abt what im missing cuz it'll take me eons to finish blogging.. Btw hubby i read your post! i do miss Benny Lee~ (OmG to think that i actually dreamt of snapping the metre rule and whacking him..) and Miss Chua.. and Chan Chan and Mr Chan! And of course Mr Chng! i still rmb the time when we teased miss chua abt Bao.. hEe. she almost wanted to hide underneath the table! hahaha.. she's so qt.. den yarr i miss the way she jumps ard in the class and calling us aunties and uncles to catch our attention.. i miss Mrs Chan's motherly advice and her occasional biscuits.. i Miss Benny's "lame" jokes which we can never understand and in the end we'll all be laughing at the awkward silence after his joke and thinking how qt he is.. i miss bugging Mr Chan fer extra marks and giving him heart attacks whenever i show him my bio essays.. i miss looking at Mr Chng from far far away wif hubBy! i miss our teachers.. i miss the way we all used to say "eH you're oFF laH!" i miss being off.. haha i havent been able to be off fer so long! HuBby.. *wHiNez* MinLinG is turning expensive.. my offer percentaged dropped like mad.. haha i miss hiding in the toilet and looking at our best friend together!! den tian wud complain abt how the auntie chopped her fringe while saying “这样才好看！”hahahaha.. Eh huBby.. let's go back to rj track and run someday.. rj gym also can~ we can curry flavour the pe teachers to let us in! if not we'll pose as 1SO3Q students!! oh oh i kinda wanna buy new pe shirt too.. mine are like super pok and gonna die le..

Sigh. Tml's back to sch.. as in Nus.. BeEeg Sigh. That's not a sch lor. i dunno what that is but definitely not a sch.. I was trying to psycho Chiobu into joining archi the other day.. haha he said he cant join cuz if he and i were both in the same course, we wud havoc and turn the place upside down.. hahaha. but i really kinda wish that that wud happen.. Okie. Back to work. dreamt enuf~

2006-10-06T00:33:00.000+09:00

Yupp yuEyUe~ i agree. we grow up too fast.. haha which is why you always insist on putting your age as 17 right~ im like a blind man shooting la.. missing everything.. Even Benny's traumatizing tutorials and remedials dun look as traumatizing anymore. i want time machine. *Looks at Ahmad* build me a time machine! Jay chou has been my comfort music lately.. cuz his music is something familiar.. i rmb the times when i wud noe how to sing entire jay chou songs without even listening to the original ones cuz hubby tian and all wud be singing the songs all day long.. haha i miss reaching the canteen in the morning and cHioBu wud be there to spam me wif lame jokes.. haha i miss walking in the middle of the road and the rj carpark and saying "ha!马路是我的!" i miss koping sweets from shen yueyue! i miss sneaking behind the stage in Lt2 and playing the grand piano wif hubby and tian.. i miss walking in a group and suddenly realised that yueyue has disappeared and only to find out that she stopped to talk to hmv~ i miss going gym wif hubby.. i miss kaypo-ing abt the eye candies of yueyue hubby tian and jane! i miss the piggy back rides from hubby. i miss the beef and spaghetti and the curry puff and sardine puff! i miss the times when we wud eat and eat and eat during lectures tutorials and every other time. i miss the times when we couldnt get a seat in math lect and ended up camping in that lil emtpy space at the back of Lt2 listening to mp3. i miss talking nonsense. i miss acting cute. i miss people saying "minling you're 100% off la! free already!" to me.. i miss all my fellow "offers".. i miss playing badminton in the old rj hall. i miss walking to the ri back gate with hubby and realised that itz locked.. i miss the 90 cents bubble tea at bishan.. i have lost count of the number of times i said "i miss". im just writing everything down cuz i dun wanna forget.. but i dun think i'll ever be able to forget.. hmm am i the only one having such a hard time adjusting to uni.. 鼓励我leh~ i am 蛋糕.. who wants to be my 猪?

2006-10-01T16:05:00.000+09:00

MinLinG is throwing temper. She has to leave the house in fifteen min and she hasnt even finished thinking of how to contribute to the silly A1 poster. And yupp she's blogging now.

MinLinG misses JC. She misses everybody in SO3Q. She misses HubBy YuEyUe tiAn piGu cHioBu MisS ChuA Benny..She even misses Anand B. She misses the times when everybody have time for anybody. She misses the times when she gets to stick to one groups of goodest bestest friends and not float around groups of people not knowing where she belongs to.. It is really sad that she has to talk to her blog right now instead of talking to somebody in flesh and blood. She misses the times when she doesnt have to motivate herself to plaster a big smile on the face and knows that her friends will do the motivating part for her.. MinLinG feels like she's been taken for granted.. MinLinG dun feel like motivating herself today. MinLinG shall hibernate.

2006-09-29T23:42:00.000+09:00

im back!! Malacca fieldtrip was quite fun.. tho it wud have been alot more fun if we dun have to hand up our journals~! Slpt lyk 4 hrs per nite when i was there lor.. goodness me and despite the lack of slp i still haven really completed a decent part my journal! *faintz* Anw it was a great trip cuz i noe my studiomates better!! ChuiTing my bunkmate who suddenly dozes off during movies, partner who braves the terribly scotching weather with me, starbucks coffee buddy, shopping kahkie and mummy for the trip~ thank you fer everything! Especially keeping my things from going missing and preventing me from walking into roads full of oncoming traffic during my half awake moments! we shall bully sky to get things done! That's the spirit! Wahaha. PohLiang korkor~ i say again i never 没有礼貌 k! 我是有礼貌并且可爱，乖巧，听话的小妹妹！yOu better agree wif me if not.. *poke.poke* HeE. Anw thanks fer the sketches, bubble gum and the kiddy toy! =) you're daMn fun to talk to la! Must do work together more often! Sky Mario Bae Yong Joon~ hahaha give me your set of photos!! Thank you! *Bully* hahaha we're like always the ones to wake up first while the other half (chuiting and pohliang) are snoozing away.. and wah lau eh you and zicao tricked us to go hindu temple lor!! i better be able to use it in my sketch book if not i'll skin you alive.. Hehe..

Din really have time to shop.. so sad lor.. but still i bought two caps, a shirt and a skirt! wahaha. Pohliang dun suan me. my head very important so i need two caps! and the pink one doesnt look like a shower cap at all! Played daytona fer the first time in my entire life.. wahaha.. so i keep coming in like last place fer every game except fer the last! i came in first fer the last game!! They decided to go for the expert course and i actually came in first place!! Wahahaha. DaMn tyco.. but still.. wahahaha. =P

Followed Dr Widodo ard malacca looking at old shophouses, churches, mosques and chinese and hindu temples.. itz super difficult to tell whether the buildings are old ones or comparatively newer ones if dr Widodo wasnt their to explain to us lor.. The buildings are mostly super cosmopolitan.. hahaha.. the malay mosque will have lyk chinese, dutch, hindu and portuguese symbols and ornaments while the houses will have chinese windows and dutch facade.. Very complicated..

oh oh photos! Picture says a thousand words! So itz a long essay over here~ cuz got many many pictures!

HeE we were daMn bored on the bus la..

Our Sky Mario Bae Yong Joon.. hahaha..

HeE.. we are narcists..

Sigh PohLiang i dun like you.. itz my cap and you look cuter in it than i do.. *wHiNez*

My studiomates and tutor!

2006-09-23T01:34:00.000+09:00

itz super late and i noe im supposed to go slp cuz i've got tuition in like seven hours.. but im feeling super restless now and i wanna do something other than study so haha i shall blog. I saw a Lambogini (is this how you spell it?) outside hyatt hotel today.. itz quite chio la.. i stood there fer like 5 min trying to snap a picture of it cuz there were so freaking many inconsiderate ppl who walked in btwn me and the car -.-" but anyways.. the photo i shall upload nxt time la.. hyatt hotel always got chio cars parked in front de.. i saw a lotus elise there not too long ago.. ah that one was daMn chio.. hEe.

im addicted to bracelets with lil bells lately.. hEe i like the tinkling sound it makes when i move my hand.. =) my studio mate says i sound lyk a cat with the bell on the collar.. oh oh im into big big earings nowadays too.. accessories are lyk my latest craze~

aiya i lost my atm card today la.. daMn pissed, had to report lost.. so now im holding a normal atm card without my name embossed on it (my prev one had my name on it, and hence which is why im pissed that i lost it) and i found out that i lost my card when i was trying to pay for something ex lor.. luckily i had my debit with me.. if not it would be so embarassing to tell the person that i dun wanna buy anymore..

went to dennis' social nite today.. haha i was quite bored. but army looked fun leh.. the guys are like super gum.. den again since im not in army i wun noe how horrid it is there la right.. so i shall not comment.

yuk.yuk. got alot of things to settle tomorrow.. im starting to get stressed again. not good not good.

To Chipmunk-- you're taking forever to get connection to the net leh.. Which dinosaur place are you at anyways..

2006-09-11T00:33:00.000+09:00

The opposite of love is indifference, not hate. So i guess i still do care rite? At least i bothered to hate. Maybe one day when i dont hate anymore, i am ready to be on my own.

2006-09-10T18:54:00.000+09:00

Sch's crazy. im still trying to fit. nothing's going my way. yueyue left for japan. i tink i just choose to ignore issues until i cant handle them. Tired but not depressed yet la. Just tired. minling strong. JiayOu minling....

Torn (Le Toya)
A part of me wants to leave you alone
A part of me wants for you to come home
A part of me says I'm livin a lie (and I'm better off without you)
A part of me says to think it through
A part of me says I'm over you
A part of me wants to say goodbye
A part of me is asking why

A part of me wants to leave
But a part of me wants to be here with you
And everytime I think that we're over and done
you do something that gets me back lovin you
and you got me just torn

Torn in between the two
Cause I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave You alone
(leave you alone, leave you alone)
You got me just torn in between the two
Cuz I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave You alone
(leave you alone, leave you alone)

What hurts the most is when we started out
It was cool it was everything that love’s about
But something happened
Cause I’m feeling so burned out
Because I can't understand you now

A part of me says it’s all my fault
A part of me says he aint’ what you want
A part of me says to get my bags
A part of me says I can’t do that

A part of me wants to leave
But a part of me wants to be here with you
And everytime I think that it’s over and done
You make me fall back in love You got me just torn between the two

Torn in between the two
Cause I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave
You alone (leave you alone, leave you alone)

So many times I, I was ready to go
So many times I, had my foot out the door
So many times I, I thought to give him a chance
Thought he’d be a better man
Now I’m sitting here and I’m so confused
Cause I keep fighting myself for you
I don’t know how much more I can take
But I can’t feel this way you got me so torn

Torn in between the two
Cause I really wanna be with you
But something is telling me that I should leave
You alone (leave you alone, leave you alone)

2006-08-02T00:42:00.000+09:00

Here's the translation for the jap song~

Hoshizora No Waltz

The loneliness that remains after we part
hurts as much now as it did back then
I know we'll be able to meet again tomorrow
but somehow I just don't want to leave your side

Hold me softly in your arms, please
I would give everything to safeguard this bliss we have now, forever

The constellations of a summer night sky envelop us in their light
We join our voices in song, softly, softly
I'll teach you a secret word, just for you alone
Hey, let's bind our love in a charm together.

We walk home, along the path we always take
Our hands together, our fingers entwined, we never part
If only we could stay like this forever,
if only time would stand still,
but time slips aways, slowly, slowly.

The dreams I sketch upon the night sky paint out just a single picture:
That one day, I'd become a star for you
One day

Whenever I look upon your gentle eyes,
Somehow, I can't stop the tears from welling
I've never known such sorrow, such pain before but...
..I love you

The constellations of a summer night sky envelop us in their light
The two of us in silent prayer
That we might remain, just like this, together,
with our passionate feelings, forever

At this moment, the light springs forth into being, within both of our hearts.

2006-07-24T19:58:00.000+09:00

i like this song.

专辑名称:
キャラクターイメージソングシリーズ Portrait2 遙
简介: 名作美少女ゲームが原作のアニメ「君が望む永遠」キャラクターソングシリーズ第2弾! 栗林みな実が歌うエンディングテーマ「星のワルツ」、涼宮遙(CV.栗林みな実)の歌うキャラクターイメージソングと遙からのメッセージを収録。

星のワルツ

別(わか)れぎわのさみしさは
あの頃(ころ)から変(か)わらない
また明日(あした)会(あ)えるのに
離(はな)れたくないの

そっとわたしを抱(だ)きしめてくれる
幸(しあわ)せを守(まも)りたいずっと

真夏(まなつ)の星座(せいざ)に照(て)らされて
ふたり小(ちい)さく唱(とな)える
ひみつの言葉(ことば)教(おし)えてあげる
ね、おまじないしよう

いつも歩(ある)く帰(かえ)り道(みち)
繋(つな)いだ手(て)をはなせない
このままいたいけれど
時(とき)が過(す)ぎていく

夜空(よぞら)に描(えが)く夢(ゆめ)はひとつだけ
あなたの星(ほし)になりたいいつか

優(やさ)しい瞳(ひとみ)を見(み)ていたら
何故(なぜ)か涙(なみだ)があふれる
初(はじ)めての切(せつ)なさを知(し)ったの
...あなたが好(す)き

真夏(まなつ)の星座(せいざ)に照(て)らされて
ふたり静(しず)かに祈(いの)るの
素直(すなお)な気持(きも)ちのままで
一緒(いっしょ)にいられますように

光(ひかり)が生(う)まれたの今(いま)
ふたりの心(こころ)の中(なか)に

2006-07-18T22:29:00.000+09:00

YoOhOo~ im back from my camp.. hEe actually i was back quite some time ago but din really had the time to blog so yarr.. Oh btw the camp was great! Super lack of sleep but still daMn fun! i wished more ppl had gone fer it tho.. cuz my og is freaking small.. 8 ppl excluding our 5 ogls.. can you believe it.. we had 5 ogls.. haha~ kewl. A couple of ppl at the camp told me i look like jang nara.. i dunno who she is lor.. but she's korean and im anti-korean so i tot she's the typical kind of korean celeb who looks super ugly to me.. in the end.........

Wah. she's so cute.. i dun mind looking like her lor! But sadly.. dun look like la. Quoting my mummy: "Where got look like!"

Met up with huBby, yUe yuE, tiAn and ChioBu fer dinner on sat.. Had pizza..

HubBy rebonded her hair! and tiAn cut hers! Aiya. when ppl do things to their hair they're supposed to look different rite.. but they still look lyk them leh.. Sigh. im like a guy lor. i cant tell the difference. wahaha. so i guess you all 化成灰 i'll also recognise you all la~ hahaha not so bad after all..
Eh eH! *ExciTed* i found a gorgeous dress at warehouse the other day and i dragged yueyue to the changing room and ask her to help me take picture! =P hEe. Nice no? buT daMn ex.. 239bucks.. i want rich man..

Nightview from the river at esplanade.. brings back good memories.. sometimes it just seems so much easier if i just throw those memories away.. but somehow i just cant bear to forget.

2006-06-29T14:03:00.000+09:00

Aiyah i just got bang seh-ed. To the person who bang seh-ed me: if you're reading this now.. feel GUILTY!!! Bwahahah. I hate it when i get bang seh-ed and i hate it when people are more than 20min late.

Anw im becoming a tv junkie.. haha that's what shuying calls me.. I think i can recite the whole Ch 5 and kids central's tv program timings from monday to sunday fer you! Haha the reciting part reminds me of how anand could remember the whole class' telephone numbers and all the bus routes..

I painted my nails~ check this out..

=D nice or not!! hahah im daMn proud of my work!

I painted fer shuying too!

2006-06-20T13:26:00.000+09:00

I have a freshman orientation camp coming up soon.. -.- i wonder when they say it's a five day camp, do they mean five days only or five days four nights. i hope it's not gonna be like four nights..

Shenyueyue told me she havent decided on whether to stay or to go.. Said she wanna earn more when she graduates so dentistry seems like a better investment. Yeah it sounds logical i guess, but i wud go japn cuz dentistry is not my thing anw~ hehe.

Hubby's working hard to get the course she wants. She's working so hard fer it that it hurts when i hear her say that she's not so hopeful about it anymore. But I understand that no matter how optimistic and determined we are, there's got to be a point when we feel that enough is enough. Then despair kicks in, and after a while when the despair fades away, comes resignation and we succumb to something we know as fate. I know that feeling. When everybody around me affirmed my ability, i thought i could finally achieved something of my own, not as a team effort, but something of my own. So i worked bloody hard for it. I remember fighting with my mum over it cause she said i was neglecting my studies. At that point of time nothing felt more important to me and because i felt that i worked so darn hard for it, when i didnt perform to my expectation, i was crushed. It felt even worst when i saw people who didnt work for it went further than me. So i said to myself, enough is enough, i cant deal with it anymore and i stuck my head back into the school books.

My uni life is going to start soon and im rather reluctant about it. I feel like im losing my friends, they're all leaving me, abandoning me. Sometimes i ask myself, why cant it be the other way round, why cant i leave them instead! Heh then i'll realise what a childish thought it is.. What difference does it make?

2006-06-16T16:55:00.000+09:00

i went to update my bank book yesterday.. When i saw the final figure, i must say i had a pretty huge fright. Omg i like totally totally overspent.. Suddenly i wish i hadnt stop work so soon..

Yueyue told me she saw Dawn Yeo yesterday. She said that girl's like a darling, a real life georgeous. I still cant believe she's chinese.. she looks ang moh to me.. Anw yueyue gave me this link to a blog which shows some of her before (photos taken long time ago) and after (recent) photos.. haha okay im daMn sua ku but it turns out that there are rumors that she went for plastic surgery in LA or something.. If that's true, daMn her plastic surgeon must be good cuz she looks nothing like what she was in the older pictures! Shenyueyue said she doesnt look plastic at all leh.. wah if did so many procedures and still doesnt look plastic, the surgeon's pro! Hahaha by that point of our lil chat i was telling yueyue, "aiyah. i want her plastic surgeon leh." i'll get a lipo, tummy tuck, den a sharper and more narrow nose.. hmm maybe bigger eyes and boobs! =P Then again, scully the end result of all the surgeries dun look well together and all in all the features totally dun compliment each other, den it'll be a nightmare!

2006-06-14T22:48:00.000+09:00

i just saw an advertisement which i love.. It's a car ad.. It says:

In the women's world, men will be tailor made.
In the women's world, high heels will not hurt.
In the women's world, husbands will give birth.
In the women's world, diamonds will grow on trees.
And in the women's world, all cars will be like this.

Haha, i wish i live in a women's world.. The high-heels-will-not-hurt part is super attractive..

I finally watched Da Vinci.. okay so most people were right.. It wasnt great. Quite far from great actually.. It wasquite draggy and dry and it didnt really help that i know what's gonna happen next.. Aiya and they changed the story!! Alright, not really important parts of the story but they changed a few details, like instead of finding her grandma and her brother in a quiet church, Sophie found her grandma only and there was this whole crowd of people from the priory of scion waiting for her in the church.. I was like wth! haha.. I think that the book's too long to be made into a movie la.. It's just like the case of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, quite alot of the things in the book were not in the movie so yupp most people preferred the book. Hee harry potter was a much better movie tho~ cuz got Emma Watson inside. =P

GV was terrible. Why? Cause they wasted lyk forty minutes of my time. im a supporter of Cathay cine so i almost always watch there.. anw so we went to GV at PS fer Da Vinci it was supposed to start at 1.20pm.. we went in at 1.10 and we watched commercials till like 1.30! That's twenty minutes leh! Cine seldom/almost always doesnt screen commercials. So anw after the 20min of commercials, out came this short cartoon from pixar, "The One Man Band", which if any of you had watched the cartoon "Cars", you guys would have seen it too. Anw aft the short pixar production finishes, out came the cartoon cars!! OmG. Everyone in the theatre was like oh-no-are-we-in-the-right-theatre? Then i saw people standing up and leaving the theatre, and after the cartoon rolled fer lyk 5 or 10 min the screen went blank and the techinician said, "due to technical difficulties, the correct film will be starting in ten minutes' time." Ha.ha. so there goes, by the time the movie started, it was like 1.50 plus plus plus. HmpF.

I saw the garfield trailer.. Although im not exactly a fan of garfield i must say that this movie looks quite promising.. haha i wouldnt mind watching it..

Class dinner!!

2006-06-11T15:49:00.000+09:00

Okay. So it was more like a clique dinner.. haha cuz half the class din turn up.. But yupp we still had fun~

Photo entry!

2006-06-11T14:06:00.000+09:00

I went fer a buffet at the rotating restaurant at the top of Mandarine Hotel.. The food was okay, but the desserts were great!! Check out these yummy delights..

hEei bet y'all hungry now!

That's me getting fat.

Here's my mum...

...and my dad...

The view's not very nice leh.. here's the nicest shot i have.. the others are totally crappy views.. alot of construction going on so there's alot of cranes and all messing up the views..

2006-06-08T17:43:00.000+09:00

Today's shenyueyue's day off so we went......... shopping! ^-^ HeE. im still super fascinated by my camera.. so here's a few random pictures~

Hehe.. i took this myself k.. and i got it on the first shot! hahaha abit not centralized but im still quite proud of it.. aft i took the pic i was lyk "omg my hands are long enuf to do this.."

These were taken in a japanese restaurant at Bugis..

This was what i ate! Katsu Don~ Oishii!

Shenyueyue took Tempura Udon.. The soup was super nice..

Hmm i forgot to take down the name of the restaurant.. They serve pretty good jap food, plus the price is quite reasonable for the grade of food they serve.. oh oh! Opposite the jap restaurant, there's this very cute restaurant... hahaha why i found it cute.. cuz it's a japanese western food restaurant!! hahaha so cute right! Actually it's not really as confusing as it sounds.. Basically, they serve western food, like escargots, steak, lamb chops etc except that they cook it the jap style.. hmm if you guys get to go japan, you all should try out their western food.. Itz superb~ The difference btw jap western food and western (as in ang moh) western food is not alot la, but both are nice lor.. Anw try! haha cuz i say try!

Shenyueyue and i went to collect our A level certs in the morning.. RJ looks alot nicer now leh.. haha at first we couldnt really tell why but after a while we noticed small differences that made a huge difference to the overall look of our campus.. They tiled our foyer (yup, no more cement foyer), they took away the ugly glass cabinets outside the general office and they have done up the walls outside the HOD rooms with all the names of the scholars and council presidents.. Met Brady at the general office.. dunno why he's not in army today leh..

We went NUS to apply for hostel straight after getting our certs.. haha yueyue says we're daMn efficient, cuz we collected cert, applied for hostel, ate and shopped within like half a day.. Yeah quite pro i guess.. hahaha if i were to go with shuying, the shopping alone would take a full day.. =P

My poor feet are so painful right now.. There's so many blisters on my feet that i dun feel like counting.. i think i'll get grossed out if i go and count cuz then i'll have to look at them.. i hope dettol's useful.. i dun wanna wake up tml morning and see pus.. i dun understand how ladies can endure the pain which those 女人 shoes inflict upon them.. i left the house at 10am and by 12 noon, i could barely walk straight.. i was wobbling! The stupid pair of heels (those pointy pointy kind which covers the whole foot) rubbed dunno how many blisters on my poor feet.. Argh. Do most people get blisters from this kind of shoes? Or am i like super unfortunate cuz i've got super sensitive skin.. Hmpf. Guess im not cut out to wear ladies shoes..

I din buy alot of things today.. but still i ended up spending quite alot la.. cuz of the lunch.. haha not that im complaining about the price, in fact i think the price is quite reasonable.. It's just that im so used to eating ex-er food with my parents (and of course when i eat with my parents i dont pay), im not used to paying so much for food.. =P Yupp, anw i only bought a jacket and a t-shirt today and im quite proud of myself for not spending more.. hahah i wanted to get this green mini skirt and a turquoise T, in the end, din get la.. Just curious.. do you like your jackets to be just nice (as in fitting) or loose/huge? i prefer the latter.. i think jackets look nicer when they're bigger.. so i always end up with L or men's sizes.. Shenyueyue likes fitting ones.. and she actually asked me whether she should get size S or M.. lol. "Get the bigger one la! Jackets are meant to be huge!" i said. Yueyue gave me the dont-be-ridiculous look and said "No!" but in the end she took the bigger one anyways.. hEe. i won!

2006-06-04T22:50:00.000+09:00

I found w-inds' new single!! Itz the theme song for this FIFA soccer movie "GOAL!", which i think is gonna open soon in japan.. Anyway, im daMn happy!!! *Oohs and Aahs*

2006-06-03T16:58:00.000+09:00

This is my new camera! Nice or not? Burnt a hole in my pocket.. But it feels good though, to be able to afford something this ex on my own.. Hahaha.. actually i kinda regret picking the orange one.. The more i look at it the more i think the silver one is nicer.. Oh wells. It's still nice! And itz mega slim~ 18mm thick i think.. Love it.

TaGged.

2006-06-01T22:31:00.000+09:00

Haha, i got tagged by jieying.. so im doing this now..

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. dont read the questions before you write, and tag 5 pple to do this survey.

1) Shuying
2) Ailin
3) Shenyueyue
4) Tian
5) Jieying
6) Kenef
7) Angeline
8) Jian Xue
9) Victor
10) Ming Quan
11) Han Xi
12) XueLian
13) Serene
14) Peilin
15) Maxine
16) Yuanshan
17) Dorick
18) Dennis
19) Brady
20) Jenson

how did u meet 14 (Peilin)? She was my sec1&2 classmate~

what would you do if you never met 1 (Shuying)? If i never met her, i prolly wouldnt be as strong a person as i am now.. She's the bestest girlfren i could ever ask fer.

what would you do if 20 n 9 dated (Jenson & Victor)? Oh no. Den that'll make Victor a gay paedo. haha. Michael Jackson. >,<>,<

do you think 8(Jian Xue) is attractive? Yesh! Of course la he's my ChioBu! Hahahaha.. his kindness and lameness makes him very likable.

tell me something about 7(Angeline). I think she's really capable.. The boss can give her tonnes and tonnes of work and she still can meet deadlines and take care of her baby and all.. She's a power mum i say.

do you know any of 12's (XueLian) family? Yupp. Used to go to her house quite abit when we were in primary school.. So saw her mum quite alot.. dunno whether her mum still remembers me..

what is 8's (Jian Xue) favourite? Oh no..... err..... dunno! i noe he likes to eat CBR...

what wld u do if 11 (HanXi) confesses tt he/she likes you? Okay.. As a friend den it's cool. If not... den it means im appealing to girls.. Aiyah it'll never happen la! If not i would freak out!

what language does 15 (Maxine) speak? English!

who is 9 (Victor) going out with? hm i dunno, but i would like to know~

how old is 16 (YuanShan) now? 19.

when was the last time you talked to 13(serene)? Some time last week online..

who's 2's (Ailin) favourite band/singer? Jay Chou.

would you date 4 (Tian)? Sure~ Tian, care for a hot date?

would you date 7 (Angeline)? haha well i've never tried before.. i think her husband would kill me..

is 15 (Maxine) single? hm. i think so.. Not sure though..

what's 10's (Ming Quan) last name? Oh dear.. tan?

would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11 (HanXi)? We have a strong friendship.

what school does 3 (Shenyueyue) go to? She was in rj..

where does 6 (Kenef) live? Pasir Ris.

what's your favourite thing abt 5(Jieying)? She's DaMn funny.. her jokes are super 冷.. And she's a focused, serious worker.

Wah who to tag.. you all dun blog de leh.. i tag Ailin, Tian, Dorick, Jian Xue and shenyueyue! Yueyue now got excuse for you to blog le!

2006-05-29T11:37:00.000+09:00

i shifted table and now im using a mac. Damn difficult to use.

Trouble (By Elvis)
f you're looking for trouble
You came to the right place
If you're looking for trouble
Just look right in my face

I was born standing up
And talking back
My daddy was a green-eyed mountain jack
Because I'm evil, my middle name is misery
Well I'm evil,
so don't you mess around with me

I've never looked for trouble
But I've never ran
I don't take no orders
From no kind of man
I'm only made out
Of flesh, blood and bone
But if you're gonna start a rumble
Don't you try it on alone

Because I'm evil, my middle name is misery
Well I'm evil, so don't you mess around with me

2006-05-26T11:01:00.000+09:00

And so, Taylor won the American idol!! yAy~ i think he deserves it! Hm maybe Katharine did too.. but i just feel that Taylor has such a great, funky, personality that makes me prefer him to Kat.. Hee. Anw, i still think Elliot's the best! im still bummed that he got eliminated..

Im feeling terrible now.. i've been sick for lyk almost a week lor.. from a mild running nose to a stuffy one and fever and feeling oozy lyk 24 hrs a day and wheezing and coughing lyk some old ah peh and vomiting.. i think i basically covered all symptoms of any kind of illness! Now my voice is coarse and deep.. gawd. i sound manly. Hahaha~

This morning i found a lovely surprise waiting for me in my email box.. I squealed (in my current manly voice) with excitment when i saw it.. Gawd. Shenyueyue you rawk! Girl you've just made my day! Haha i even feel slightly less feverish and oozy! Love yOu!!

2006-05-23T13:23:00.000+09:00

The great singapore sale is starting this friday!! Yay~ i hope i get a good bargain for my camera..

Ryan was booted off the dance show (So you think you can dance) yesterday.. im so sad. I like him~ Too bad he keeps getting horrible styles lyk ballroom and lyrical.. i winced as i watched him struggle through the routines.. i think im jinxed. Whoever i like always gets booted off the show de.. Last time was Jasmine Trias, then Vonzelle Solomon, then last week Snow and Elliot Yamin were booted off from the dance show and idol respectively.. Im upset la.

Is he kewl or what!

2006-05-20T13:07:00.000+09:00

Yay~ i got my blog fixed! Now it looks much better thanks to Photoimpression and Microsoft Paint brush! Wahaha im super proud of myself cuz i whacked my way through to finish this blog~ The modification of the blog skin html codes, enlarging the picture and making it less pixelated, changing tagboard font and colour---- i did them all on my own! hEe HeE~ Big achievement fer a computer idiot like me. =D So yupp itz looks almost perfect on my computer screen now.. eh if you guys see anything mis-aligned on your computers, leave a note in the tag board k!

2006-05-20T00:59:00.000+09:00

yoOhOo~ i just changed my blog skin..The html codes are driving me crazy cuz my html skills suck.. can somebody who's good with html help me make the blog neater.. If i cant make it work then i shall change it back to my previous layout..

2006-05-18T10:00:00.000+09:00

And so i got my offer from NUS yesterday. Not quite the outcome that i was hoping for. Oh well.

2006-05-17T13:35:00.000+09:00

im gonna go watch The Da Vinci Code with huBby this weekend~ yay i've been waiting for the movie for sooooo long! Ever since i saw the ad online last year, i told myself that this is a must watch! My brother's quite bummed that the movie's nc16.. haha too bad for him.. He'll have wait for the dvd..

Oh! Oh! Here's something else which i wanna watch!

YeaH~ Over the Hedge! ^-^

Look at them! They're soooo cute!

Okay, so maybe not the regular cute fuzzy animals.. But still, very cute and a weird kind of way!! HeE.. *Pointz to it and whinez* i wanna watch!

2006-05-12T16:34:00.000+09:00

Shopping, it's an addiction which im dying to get rid off.. if not i'll never be able to buy myself a camera.. i think i shall coop myself in the house from today onwards.. i realise i dun only spend on shopping leh.. it's sinful the way i spend.. some girls wanna shop so skip meals to save money, some cut down on unnecessary spending by picking the shortest bus/mrt route and eating less expensive food, or simply cut down on the trips and stay at home more often. Not only do i splurge during shopping trips, i eat good food and couldnt settle for less expensive stuff! zZzZzZ. Need to develop some self control.. Hmm I wonder whether i'll ever run out of things to buy.. daMn worried that i wouldnt earn enough to support my expenses during uni..

When shuying went home with me a few days ago, she saw my holding a book in my hand.. Angels and demons by Dan Brown. It's a book which i had bought a year ago and had read halfway before chucking it aside. Didnt remember why i chucked it away though. Anyway, when she saw me, her eyes widen and exclaimed, "i didnt know you read!" hahaha.. yupp i started reading again recently.. used to find it daMn boring.. reading was like a chore to me. There are few books that actually interest me enough to make me keep reading.. But anyway, due to sheer boredom and lack of better things to do, i dug out all my untouched or half-read books to read.. haha i must say i've became quite a bookworm right now *sQuiRms & wRiGgLes between the pages*

I am daMn tempted to stop teaching Jenson. He is driving me nutz fer one and a half hours every tuesday and thursday.. im losing my patience(i dont have much to begin with anw) with him.. Today when i went over for an extra lesson, he wasnt at home! He went to play lan! Gawd. can you believe it.. his maid opened the door for me and told me "jenson went out." His brother had to call him and ask him to come home.. Shoot. Freaking waste of my time. i sat in his living room and waited half an hour fer him lor! ZzZZzZZZzzz!

Something to look forward to tonight! Shuying's coming over! Yay~ movies and snacks!

2006-05-07T12:59:00.000+09:00

Okay im back from malaysia.. haha food and shopping.. yes you heard me rite, it is actually possible to shop in yong peng.. hee girlfriend i know you so feel like strangling me now.. i bought two pairs of cargo pants, a few tops and a jacket..ooh oh and i got my first long and full of 女人味 purse! *hEe*

It seems like alot of people recieved their offers from the universities already leh.. i havent got mine yet.. i dunno whether to worry or not.. wonder where i'll end up.. im dreading school..

ah. i just edited the entry and im Lazy to start a new post so i shall continue from here.. hahaha >,<

HubBy saw the list of things i bought in malaysia and she sent me dis sms.. "wa. you bought so many things in malaysia! your husband must really be very rich! you used your money or your mum's?" hahahaha.. hEh of course my husband gotta be rich! That goes without saying right~ Quoting my grandma, "no money no talk!" hEe my grandma knows how to speak english leh! Shall blog some other time about the way she learns simple english and the few english words she knows.. itz daMn farnie and cute.. hahaha. Anyway, i spent my mummy's money.. cuz i told her.. "eh i took no pay leave! so you should reimburse me!" then my dad kept glaring at me.. Oop.

My dad just came back to singapore from his work trip and as usual, he told me about those small funny incidents which happened when he was overseas.. This time he told me about the atrocious english he heard..

He was at the airport when he saw a guy looking for somebody when he was going out of the arrival gate.. when he finally spotted the person he extended his hand for a handshake and said, "How do you do?" The person shook his hand firmly and said with great enthusiasm, "Yes i do!"

Okay here's another one.. Also at the airport, there was a married couple waiting for someone. When they met the person, the husband gave an intro.. "Hello, I is.." the wife quickly nudged him and said, "ARE, i ARE!"

2006-05-04T11:11:00.000+09:00

i recieved a very interesting parcel yesterday.. It's a parcel which took a few months to circle the world and back.. Gawd. Talk about reliable postal service.. Oh well. Guess i'll just give it to my brother instead.. He's daMn lucky, always yu2 weng1 de2 li4.. -.-"

It's funny to read letters which you wrote to others, especially when the letters were written long long time ago.. No wonder Shuying and i always laugh and squeal like mad whenever i take out her letters to read during our sleepovers.. Some letters look really lame and silly and you'll be suprised that you forgot a whole lot of things.. Most of the time, you'll go "oh gawd i cant believe i wrote that" hahaha.. Try recovering some of your letters from your friends and read through them.. It's super fun~ ^-^v

2006-05-02T16:29:00.000+09:00

It's gonna be four soon.. im running out of time.. Oh god what should i do.. show me a sign......... anything!

2006-05-01T18:51:00.000+09:00

i dont understand why im in such bad mood lately. maybe if i knew den i can do something about it. i practically wake up everyday feeling dat i woke up from the wrong side of the bed. den i hate it when ppl ask me why am i in bad mood. God. i wish i knew! i dont know so stop asking! Maybe im going through puberty again. ha. Should go and measure my height.. maybe i'll grow taller >,<

My brother had and arguement with my dad during lunch today and he stormed off. When my parents and i couldnt find him, my mum called his mobile. He refused to pick up the first few calls then when she finally got through, my dad snatched the phone and yelled into the phone so freaking loudly in the middle of Junction 8! Shoot. Dad cant you see that there's so many people around!?! And besides itz your damn fault that he stormed off. What's your problem really. you know what. That's not my problem. One day if he jumps off some building im not gonna care.

2006-04-30T21:23:00.000+09:00

Now my tv's spoilt. If my parents hadn't exchanged their tv wif mine den it wouldn't be mine datz spoilt now. And everybody who im looking for are lyk not there. Today's really not my day huh.

2006-04-30T16:40:00.000+09:00

Zero creativity. Im gonna end up in engine. Great.

2006-04-24T23:12:00.000+09:00

I got a job! hEe. my colleague called me up today to find out whether am i still looking fer a temp job.. hEe. Im gonna get my purple canon powershot or a blue casio exilim! wHeE! After sitting at home fer three weeks, im beginning to get really bored and feeling really poor.. Cant wait to start earning again~

My eye is alot better.. not pain not swollen.. but im still on medication tho.. To those who i've been complaining to fer the past week.. sorry k~ haha i was acting lyk a total bimbo.. but itz all fine now! hEe. No pus no pimple, not a single scar~ ^-^

Im beginning to wonder about the reason behind me wanting to get into the course so badly.. Izzit because that's what i want to do in the future or izzit just because i cant deal with rejection.. i mean.. no point trying so hard to get into such a demanding course if all i want is to prove that i have what it takes to get in rite.. dunno la! Nobody likes to get rejected.. but i guess i just cant handle it as well as others.. I tink i need to grow up and deal with failures.. Cuz life's full of screw ups.. If i cant deal with screw ups and i get upset over small things lyk failed banana fondues and sucky artworks im gonna snap again lyk how i snapped a half a yr ago..

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are

There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold

You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

2006-04-19T15:06:00.000+09:00

i've got a swollen eyelid.. uber pain.. daMn ugly somemore. doctor said itz because of a tear gland inflammation.. aiyah gonna be wearing glasses fer probably a week or so.. =(

i was trying to oragnise my clothes yesterday.. lyk sorting them out according to colours, length, tops or bottom.. goodness. i had no idea i have so many clothes. some of em i dun even rmb wearing.. so kay, i better stop shopping.. hm.. maybe juz stop shopping for tops la.. haha i need bottoms which are non-denim material and not long pants.. and i better start a uni clothes collection.. i need sleeves t-shirts, comfortable pants, presentable flip flops, jackets, and wat else arh.. oh sports wear.. haha i've been wearing those pe/cca/free event shirts so i havent got any decent ones.. i need a bigger cupboard.. i dun wanna share wif my brother anymore..

my room still looks lyk a hurrican has just swept past.. haha working on it to get it to look neater.. if i dun have girls clothes and handbags lying ard you'd probably think dat itz a guy's room.. okay~ back to work!

2006-04-17T21:27:00.000+09:00

im worried.. i heard the med students got their notification letter.. i havent recieved anything yet.. im worried.

she chopped my hair..

2006-04-14T17:32:00.000+09:00

i went to rebond my hair! wahaha..finally! lyk after six yrs of complaining abt my waves i finally did it! Now everything looks good except fer one thing...... itz uber short! im daMn pissed. there goes my long flowy straight hair image! she practically CHOPPED all my hair off! i had to beg her to stop i said: "please stop.. i got no more hair fer you to cut!" Argh. i bet she happily snipped off two inches.. and to imagine dat i told her to trim! goodness. i tink all hair stylists has this thingy against trimming.. Argh. now i have to wait uber long fer it to grow.. i tink my hair grows almost at the same pace as my height.. their measurement never increase at all de.. i wanna dye my hair again leh.. want a more chocolate-ty brown.. lyk dat model nicole in america's nxt top model.. meanwhile shall wait fer it to rain money first la.. TeEhEe~

im gonna go back to rj fer cca camp tomorrow! yay~ daMn excited abt it! Had to reschedule my tuitions resulting in a super crazy schedule.. but im sure it'll be worth it~

i just gave my student extra tuition time.. cuz i din realise.. haha itz almost an hr extra lor.. i feel lyk being evil and charging his mum fer it..